ME NO SPG AH!!!

not so long ago, assy made a wish..... i wish to find someone non fucked up, stable, not mental , who knows about the same love that i do, who believes, someone who also calls when he says he will n someone who will serenade me with love songs(dat will be a bonus)...... and oh yes.... tall.....

then came mister V n i think we both swept each other off our feets.... erm... no toes suckie suckie yet..... ;-) actually it all started because of a harness n my lack of shame about showing it off at taboo......

we met again some time later n arranged for a date n a mash...... da date was perfect..... but he had to leave town the next day ... when he came back, we had a two and a half day n nite intensive crash course about getting to know each other better..... the passion was something i have only experienced once before in my life and dat got me into an eight year relationship that has since ended painfully ..... i m trying to deny us of the love that exists between us but at the same time i want to share so much of my love with this" stranger" n time was running out.

yes.... assy is still da one who believes in love naively.....

assy still believes in dreams even if it costs me a painfully aching heart at the tot of leaving this relationship when everything seems so perfect..... Mister V has already made some of them come true.....

those last two and a half days were one of the brightest days in my life since a long time n i m glad he found it back for me........

if only then,i had also wished dat we could be together for as long as our happiness last.....

well, i m wishing it rite now!!!!

santa claus hear my prayer ah!!!!!cockroah ah!!!!


assy
ps: anna i did pray that wallace will come dat nite as he promised so that u would not lose hope in men.... dat came true so this time i wanna m sending this prayer to whoever i prayed to dat nite.....it should come true.... i believe....