ME NO SPG AH!!!

hmmmm....... it was meant to be a hott date but the evening turned out to be a mixture of romance, fun....... much better than hott........i was glad i didn't have to make a limp (eg.having to go home early to make a durian sandwich)excuses to leave halfway through the date......someone who is not jaded about gay relationships, someone who is happy (most of the time), someone who is not afraid to love n show it, someone who makes me feel comfortable, someone who says he will call and actually did.... this is exactly what i was looking for those last months....... and why is it that it only happens now when i will have to leave in 6 days??? to make matters more complicated.... mister V has to leave on a business trip for a few days ...... hence it seems like we r running against time........ i should run far away from this one cause it might make leaving singapore more difficult but my knees r weak ....... why is it that fate always does this kind of thing????
and PROobBABLie(read with trashy french-german accent) when i next return in six months time, mister V would be seeing someone else n i would have missed dat little window of hope dat was opened at a rather unappropriate time.......
actually....... r we both in the same race against time only cos we both know that time is running out???hmmm..... dat is the french(over-analysing lov) part of me stepping for a brief sec.....

i do wanna believe..........

me no spg ah!!!